Archive | June, 2011

Write acrostic this______

30 Jun

Willingness to get on the big scary ride at the carnival, no fear, no whining, all guts.

Righteous fists raised to convey the dazzling power we grab through learning.

It only makes sense that the commons we create, creates us back.

Teaching. It happens even when we don’t know it or understand it.

I‘m a teacher. I teach. I’m into teaching thinking and stretching and breathing.

Not making connections across academic boundaries–that sucks.

Good to know I’m not alone–I got my commons, and my commons has got my back.

 

Alone no more because I have no borders; I’m surrounded by no seas; I feel no disconnection; I am no island.

Commons-base peer production. I’m into it.

Reading across the curriculum is as important as writing across the curriculum. I mean it.

One. Singular sensation. Every little step she takes. One. Thrilling combination. Every move that she makes. One smile and suddenly nobody else will do. You know you’ll never be lonely with you know who. One moment in her presence, and you can forget the rest, for the girl is second best to none, son. Oooh. Sigh. Give her your attention. Do I really have to mention? She’s the one. Elizabeth Gilbert.

Students.

Students.

 

Taking our words and freely letting go of our hold of them so they may see their true potentials.

Helping bridge disciplinary gaps–oh yeah–that’s what we’re all about: dancing smoothly around in every discipline we can imagine–just to spread the word, and the word is an acronym: WAC.

Exhausted by working too much, too long, too hard trying to see how everything is connected; maybe, perhaps, occasionally, once in awhile, sometimes fission is better than fusion.

 

Communicating across the curriculum. That matters, too.

Uhriah Heep is the best worst villain ever. (Sorry, you know how I feel about Dickens.)

Reiterative processes happen a lot, in writing, in decision-making, in learning.

Right. I mean: write.

Inquiry across disciplines–what couldn’t be done weaving through disciplines?

Crossing borders, boundaries, disciplinary lines.

Under pressure always, but we can dream of being graceful despite that, right?

Like this. (Or is it wrong to like one’s own text?!)

Unusual growth happened to me this summer because I was part of this course on writing across the curriculum–8 weeks of insane growth–mind imploding, soul soaring, spirit stirring, attitude adjusting.

My gratitude knows no bounds–thank you, students and friends, all of you who made this one of the best eight weeks of teaching/learning I’ve ever had.

A little Mali is a fine thing

30 Jun

This dude taught for 9 years. Eighth grade, it seems. Now he’s a full-time poet. I’m not surprised. Students inspire teachers all the time. In fact, today, while meeting with you… I remember all these spoken word performances I adore.

Like this one:

And this one:

And this one, for Lynn, especially:

Enjoy.

Don’t forget we’re writing a WAC poem. I’m going to put up a post and get one started… we should all do an acrostic poem. I’ll start. I’m inspired.

Don’t ask for whom the bell tolls, it tolls for me

29 Jun

A Top-Ten List for Today.

  1. You are so not alone. The bell is tolling for me, too.
  2. Look up overscheduled and overwhelmed in the dictionary, and you will find pictures of our class.
  3. I broke a tooth and have had waves of continual rolling pain and also periodic shooting pain for two days. Dentists scare me. More than zombies.
  4. The two public presentations at a national conference the week after next that I have to do? NO work done for either.
  5. Dust has become a reminder of my mortality and how I don’t want to spend my life getting rid of it.
  6. Something is alive in my refrigerator.
  7. When you forget to do three really important things in three days it’s not an accident, it’s a way of life.
  8. Will I ever get to read a fun book again, a trashy detective novel, a predictable and easy SciFi novel? Ever?
  9. I thought plagiarism was the dirty “P” word. Nope. It’s “paperwork.”
  10. I love being a writer. I love that we are all writers together this summer.

I think we need buttons that say: I Survived ENGL 4090/6090 Summer 2011.

I can make that happen. What do you think?

A slow book review, like the slow food movement

29 Jun

I have been loving my book, but I’m way slow. I like to think it’s because I have embraced the slow food movement even though I’ll still eat fast food sometimes! I read about the slow food movement in the Smithsonian a few years ago and thought it was a brilliant thing to do–I try to always shop locally for produce and meat, so this works. And, well, I’m overscheduled for the summer. I’m calling my slow book review a new thing. This is my stand against frenzied last-minute writing that I would normally create even if I’ve been reading and thinking for two weeks.

Part 1 of my fight against fast writing.

For the book reading and reviewing portion of our ride this summer, I chose to read Technological Ecologies & Sustainability by eds. Danielle Nicole DeVoss, Heidi A. McKee, and Richard (Dickie) Selfe. It’s a book that I found through the WAC Clearinghouse that is a collaborative publishing effort by Utah State University Press and Computers and Composition Digital Press. (Collaboration: nice.) And it’s open. The .pdf  is on my phone, my laptop, and my iPad.

This book is a collection of essays that range from classroom practices to writing program administration to community programs to scholarship–all with a sense of the sustainable. This isn’t about thinking “green” (or even blue) in the sense that we need to recycle cans or plastic, and yet, these things are connected. Here is what the editors write:

“An overarching framework is, of course, evident in the title of this collection, Technological Ecologies and Sustainability. The term technological is meant to signal our focus on computers and computer networks, although the authors in this volume cover a wide range of digital environments: from personal computers in local classroom contexts to more extended networked environments that affect, and are affected by, institutional and global concerns. The terms ecologies and
sustainability are meant to suggest the important task of maintaining the richly textured technological environments in which composition teachers and students learn, study, and communicate.”

The editors, rightly, write of their concerns over these terms and the troubling ways that words from one discipline can be co-opted and used by other disciplines, muddying the waters for everyone. Such a term is open, as we’ve seen. I use “open” a lot to mean: a thing is in the public domain; a thing licensed as some variation through Creative Commons; a thing is without cost to the user; a thing is copyleft; a thing is open access or open source. I throw around the terms a little indiscriminately and uncomfortably for purists, but I know that detailed understanding of all the permutations of “open” can only come with substantial reading and thinking and learning–what we’re doing in this class–but also what happens over time to any learner. And before deep clarity happens, I think “open” is a fine way to describe every “thing” I mean that I can get my hands on guilt-free.

For the editors of (and authors of the articles in) this collection, the mashing up of terms from several fields that have multiple meanings is something risky in some ways, but an important mash up, as they argue. What I like about their introduction is that they situate what they mean and wrap it around the subsequent essays in ways that are far-reaching and gave me a solid base from which to read about issues and ideas I was often unfamiliar with. For instance, I’ve never read anything by Bruno Latour, a French sociologist and anthropologist. So their use of his work to build a base to ascend from was useful to me, a wise rhetorical move on the part of the editors to be so WAC that I couldn’t help myself but fall in love in the introduction. I still don’t entirely understand Latour, and won’t unless I decide to read him myself, but their take on him is something like this (and please understand I am distilling their distillation of his many, many works: ripping and remixing way down the line of thinking):

He writes about social things, not social as in a friendly cocktail party, but Social as in a “moments of social… connection in the process of constant re-creation of ‘reassemblage.'”

Whoa, Nellie. Yes. I didn’t even need to read on to think: that’s us. That is all about us: creativity and collaboration, standing on the shoulders of giants, ripping, remixing, reusing, sharing, open. We are doing reassembly: making connections between and among, writers, eras, disciplines, selves, texts, blogs, web sites, ideas. And everything is uncertain. We are blowing transformers at the speed of earthquakes. I can hear the explosions from here. It’s all new and weird and wired and revealing. And it’s uncomfortable sometimes–uncertain. Because we are crossing boundaries and lines that we haven’t crossed much. We are making connections and weaving tapestries from threads in biology, music, geography, math, art, history, literature, philosophy, film, education. The tapestry is HUGE and it’s blowing our minds. That is one of the core ideas they get at through Latour, that he describes uncertainties “in connection with the study of social networks.” I’m interpreting this to include our social network and the social network of the university, of the loosely defined university made up of discreet colleges and even more discreet departments. What we risk when we go across the borders, or using terms “created” in other disciplines, is being shot. Or metaphorically so. (Notice I put quotation marks around “created”–oh, and again just now!)

WAC tries to subvert in some ways the often very rigid boundaries of thinking and writing–or I think that ideal is at the core of WAC–that not only is writing a part of every discipline, taught by those disciplinary experts, but writing is the vehicle for collaborative teaching and learning endeavors. It is “writing” across the curriculum. It is writing “across” the curriculum. It is writing across the “curriculum.” Everyone talking and learning and thinking together to change the way we create the future. (It’s a little Star Trek when I put it that way, but, hey, this is a blog and that’s what I think.)

The editors embrace that notion of uncertainty with a boldness I love:

“Uncertainties abound; as editors, however, we have chosen to add yet another mode of uncertainty by increasing the tempo of the interaction between the writers and readers of this collection. We did this by choosing to publish the collection in a new digital space: the Computers and Composition Digital Press (CCDP). The CCDP is an open-access press built to accommodate digital book-length works and multimodal projects. By publishing this volume as open access and online, our hope is that the social networking functions of current Web 2.0 technologies will allow the collection to take on a discursive life of its own.”

(Are they talking about rhetorical velocity? Yep, they are. And I hope this text has it.)

They go on to talk about a cyclical and interactive creation process that includes these steps (from Latour–his are one of the sets of shoulders the editors stand upon–I stand upon theirs):

  • Gathering the Collective
  • Conducting Civil Discussion
  • Rank Order the Propositions
  • Start All Over Again

Even without defining these, you can get a sense of a commons process, can’t you? It’s as if we said, yes, we’ll work like this and then got the name of what we were doing AFTER we started.

I did read their definition and it reminds me of another development process I use for nearly everything I do (at least it’s in the background directing what is often a chaotic exterior!): ADDIE. This is extremely social. No one can do it alone. This is a generic procedure, meaning, it can be used for anything, really, but it was meant for instructional systems designers to improve human performances through training programs. (“Oh, you mean, like higher education?” “Why, yes, I do mean like that. But I have rarely heard of this process applied to higher education in the Humanities.”)

  • Analyze
  • Design
  • Develop
  • Implement
  • Evaluation

Both these models include formative and summative assessment measures and include the opportunity to begin again. (Formative meaning, each step is assessed and influences change to that step of the process or the next step; summative meaning the overall assessment that might include starting over again–I think of these assessment terms as formative is the grades one gets along the way, summative is the grade for the whole course.)

Both models need to be flexible and nimble enough to accommodate as yet unforeseen factors of our lives and technology. (I love the term nimble that the editors use–it evokes a certain feeling of special flexibility, a kind of ability to adapt to leaps of faith that goes beyond the ordinary flexible, a kind of Jack-be-nimble-Jack-be-quick sort of flexibility that is so Web 2.0, so rhetorically sound and wiggly at the same time.)

Both are about creating a commons in a way: with goals for “our intellectual community” that can include “a progressive composition of a common world, a world… worth sustaining.”

And that’s really just a very quick overview of the introduction. The rest of the book is broken down into four sections:

  • Part I: Sustaining Instructors, Students, and Classroom Practices
  • Part II: Sustaining Writing Programs
  • Part III: Sustaining Writing Centers, Research Centers, and Community Programs
  • Part IV: Sustaining Scholarship and the Environment

Part 2 of my fight against fast writing will be added as a separate blog and cover a couple of my favorite essays from this collection which I have enjoyed reading slowly and which I have to enjoy writing about slowly. (I just can’t finish writing this now–so I’ll slowly finish over the next few days.)

Do you want to create a slow writing movement that includes the use of pencils and paper? Wouldn’t that be a harkening back to a slower time, a way to preserve traditional methods of writing? In fact, I think we need to get the calligraphers/artists/scirbes on board who do the most amazing things with illumination and manuscripts these days. Have you seen the St. John’s Bible project? If you haven’t, you must. You won’t be sorry you checked it out. It’s gorgeous and modern and ancient and stunning and remarkable, and regardless of your belief system, this is an homage to human striving.

I’m not going that far with this book review, but I do want to respect the book and have fun wandering around and through ideas as the need arises, slowly, and not in a panicked, breathless rush. (That’s my story, and I’m sticking to it.)

Typos and open

27 Jun

I have to do this post in the next fifteen minutes–it will be a miracle if I can do it.

1) I am so unhappy when I find typos in my writing, on or off line. These things happen now because of editing, not because I have misspelled a word–mostly the red-squiggly-line-editor feature alerts me to misspelled words. What I’m talking about is when I’ve changed the tense of a sentence but not quite remembered to add or delete -ed from a word. OR when I forget to make a verb plural after changing the subject from singular to plural. OR when I have edited a sentenced by moving around text and misplaced the words so that somehow it reads weird. AARRGGGGH. It just makes me cringe. And no matter how carefully I re-read or proof read, I don’t find all the errors because: a) I introduce new errors whenever I touch a text; b) I read what I want to be there, not what it really says; c) I hate copy editing my own work (I’m only interesting to myself the first time around). Here’s what I want: a person who will turn on my car AC before I leave the building; a person who will copy edit all my writing (and not make me feel silly about my dopey errors); a person who will agree with me that world peace could be achieved if all world leaders had regular pedicures together. Sipping wine in massage chairs while having one’s feet attended to–how could anyone contemplate war in such a situation?

2) HOLY MOLY. I’m fooling around with Creative Commons this afternoon and found this:

The Power of Open (at http://creativecommons.org)

You have to read this. I mean you really have to read this. It’s an assignment for July 6. I know I promised no more longish reading assignments, but this is filled with pictures, pull quotes, beautiful stories, and will connect a lot of the dots we’ve been throwing up on the canvas in our all-the-way-wide-open WAC fest.

Post done and with three minutes to spare. And right around 350 words. Miracle.

Going 90, I ain’t scar-ied…

27 Jun

Of course, Cool Hand Luke had to come into the conversation, just as did the Jackson Five and Star Wars. Always. I used to use Cool Hand Luke to teach close reading (it’s remarkably easy to do this for freshman–shoot, for anyone). And you know why I do this? Because my comp 2 teacher did the same thing for me, and it was the first time I EVER got textual analysis or close reading, of any kind, literary or rhetorical. In fact, Cool Hand Luke is the one film I can watch over and over again and think every time, “Yep, a Warner Bros. prison film helped me become an English major.”

Prior to the confluence of being a math major, history major, dance major and taking a comp 2 class, I was certain of several things: 1) I couldn’t write my way out of a wet paper sack with a bazooka; 2) I hated writing; 3) I had no idea what analysis was and wouldn’t have been caught dead doing such a thing. But then that thing happened to me: I made a bunch of connections between disciplines. I’m been traveling that path a long time now. Mashing up. I just never thought of my life as a mash-up before, but it is. I like that. I see a smashed and double fried plantain as a metaphor for my existence: essentially very nutritious but I needed some serious treatment before being palatable. Little sea salt and I’m fabulous.

Okay, so what does that have to do with now? I’ll get there eventually.

Paul Newman, the star of Cool Hand Luke, sings a song at one point with a banjo–not particularly well-played but heartfelt: “Plastic Jesus.” He sings because his mama just died. It’s a poignant moment in the film. And on some days, I weep with him, but no matter how I feel, I appreciate the grit he displays at the end of the song–a dogged determination that gives us a clue about his character’s end. He will not give into the system; he will not cave; he will not shift his pugilistic world view to align with the authority figures in his life that have failed to communicate (a key concept in the film). He will continue to go 90 and be unafraid. He’s heartbroken but he is undefeated. There’s a difference.

Lyrics:

I don’t care if it rains or freezes
‘Long as I got my Plastic Jesus
Sittin’ on the dashboard of my car.
Comes in colors, pink and pleasant
Glows in the dark ’cause it’s iridescent
Take it with you when you travel far.

Get yourself a sweet Madonna
Dressed in rhinestones sittin’ on a
Pedestal of abalone shell.
Goin’ 90, I ain’t scar-ied [it sounds like “scary” when he sings it–but it’s written this way]
‘Cause I got the Virgin Mary
Assurin’ me that I won’t go to Hell.

There are multiple versions of the lyrics, but this is what Newman sings in the film.

[Spoiler Alert–skip the next few sentences and go directly to the video if you ever want to watch the film and not be disappointed by knowing the end.]

I love that Luke doesn’t give up or give in. Of course, he’s shot in the neck at the end and dies. A horrific metaphor for his “failure to communicate,” really for so many moments where communication fails. It’s a perfect film to use to teach writing, textual analysis, literary analysis, film analysis. I love it. But it’s a grim prison movie–not a pretty film.

And I love this song. Apparently, it was written as a goof, but it’s been recorded several times by a wide range of artists from the folksy to the punkish (in 2005 by Billy Idol–holy rock and roll–I about fell out of my chair when I learned thatBILLY IDOL). He does have great hair.

Billy Idol (in concert in 2006, photo by JohnBrennan06)

I think I’ve always liked the “Plastic Jesus” song because it’s part of the film that changed my academic life and it reminds me of an hour-long cab ride I took up the Mexican coast once. I didn’t want to get in the first cab in line… there was a bullet hole in the windshield… from the inside out. Looked like it might have come from the backseat, angled just over the shoulder of the driver. I swear. But one of my friends pointed out that a plastic Virgin Mary was perched on the dashboard, so we would probably be fine. So into the taxi I got, and it was a wild ride–think New York cabbie in a hurry on mountain roads with no guard rails and a cab with no seat belts. At some points, we were doing over 90 on straightaways. NASCAR had nothing on this dude. We slammed from side to side on the slick vinyl bench seat in the back (there were three of us) and looked out the windows onto canyons far, far below us. (Like seat belts would make a difference if we’d careened down a 1,000 foot cliff.) The driver honked every time he approached a blind curve because he would not slow down and the roads were really not wide enough for two cars, so it was a generous gesture on his part toward other drivers. Yep. That’s what it was.

How could I not always feel a fondness for plastic religious iconography? Well, I don’t mean icons, exactly, but you know what I mean–elaborate metaphors for a godly protectorate. And I mean no disrespect to any belief system based on Jesus or the Virgin Mary, but the facts remain that the song exists, Paul Newman sang it, the cab in Manzanilla had a plastic Virgin Mary on the dash. And the song reminds me of the film AND how hard it is to write, how afraid I was, how I avoided it for years, and that the most unexpected things bring us comfort.

You know this: you have to want to write. I can’t make students do it; you can’t make other people do it; if you teach, you can’t make your students do it. You can assign it, but students may or may not do it. Sure, they might do it, but they might not put their hearts into it. That’s the like the subtle difference between heartbreak and defeat. Folks have to want to do something in order to do it and do it well. Paul Newman’s character, Luke, cannot be made to do anything in the end. When he feels like working hard, he does. When he feels like placating The Man, he does. He’s beaten and abused and hurt, but he is not defeated. He fakes it for awhile, or so we want to believe that’s what a momentary breakage means, but he is a “hard case” as he describes himself–unable to be persuaded into action or inaction. And he cannot communicate with others, nor they with him.

We all have to do things we don’t want to do that are hard, but writing has gotten a whole lot easier over the years. Writing in public, too. I make mistakes all the time. When I was being officially observed by my boss I said the same wrong thing several times before a student corrected me with a gentle question about what exactly I meant. Good heavens. I could have died right then, but I just blew it off as something I couldn’t change and plowed on. Writing in a blog is less frightening than it used to be. It’s just a part of me–not all of me. I have to write so many memos. I dread it… every week. But there it is. I do cave in, and we all have to, in some degree, in order to work or collaborate–I think of it all as grand compromise for the betterment of all. The most important part of powering through a rough patch is that we become better communicators, right? When you can articulate something, anything, and someone gets it, that’s the reward for sometimes doing what we wish we could avoid. (I’m really really really tired and have another class I am starting to teach tomorrow–and I miss you all so much already.)

We get to do an end-around our own unhappy tasks because we do this writing for ourselves, for our own growth, and we side step failure to communicate in this class and through studying theories of WAC and what it means to be open to writing across/through/in the disciplines–what it means to be open and embrace open. We don’t have to fail at communication. It doesn’t really matter what good luck charm I tote around (I do have a few actually–even one in my purse–and wore a medal of St. Anthony of Padua for about 15 years–Roman Catholic patron saint of lost things), or what items any of us use as feel-good symbols, the act of writing, right now in our blogs for this class, prevents a failure to communicate.

As we go 90 (and we all are, aren’t we?), we don’t need to be “scar-ied” because our success at writing across the curriculum, in this very moment, saves us from that.

Interesting the way the writer of these lyrics chose to insert the hyphen just there between “scar” and “ied”… isn’t it?

Hmmm.

Having a readability marathon

22 Jun

I’ve been working on this article/piece/essay-thing about readability. I’m going to show my students in class today because I think it’s interesting (of course, I would, duh) and relates to WAC, but it’s been killing me. I want to finish–I started in November with the thinking–but I need three solid days to work and finish. I won’t get it. I need concentration time to pull it all together into a coherent whole, worry through my argument, fuss with the details. I decided to work in PowerPoint as a way to brainstorm, so I could: 1) work in chunks and easily drag around slides to new locations; 2) avoid having to worry about transitions while the thing is a work-in-progress; and 3) I thought it might just be fun (and it is). What I’m finding is that I need to make an argument concisely because I’m restricted to comments on one slide on one topic.

This experience might be the best one I’ve given myself as a writer in a long time–the pressure of spatial restriction. If you’ve read any of these blog entries (ha!), you’ll notice I can go on for a few pages with hardly breaking a sweat. I do value the long work, the long essay, the long novel, but concision, like folks learn who Tweet with expertivity–not so much in my repertoire.

So. I decided to post about my work on this topic–well, mention it in a post is more like it. And I’m proud to announce that the readability of this blog is about the 8th grade level (see below). I think I must naturally write that way because a lot of what I write is for the 13 year old in me (and I’ve measured a lot of things I’ve written–8th grade level). Really, I’m about 13 in my heart. My sixth graders got that about me. After I’d spent lunch drawing designs on the hands of several girls in the class with milk gel pens, one said to me, “You may not really be 13, but we’ll always think of you that way.” I don’t think I’ve ever felt so loved as a teacher. Honest. THIRTEEN. ME. It was so cool. (You know how difficult teenage girls can be–ahem–a little frightening in packs.)

Those sixth graders kept me young (they should be out of college by now), but I think they are still keeping me 13ish. And perhaps I write for them still. I used to do a lot of writing for them–I wish I could make time every term to write for my students. This summer is the first time in a long time that I’ve made it part of the class, and I like this better than anything I’ve ever done as a teacher. It’s a lot of writing for me and for students, AND the topic is complex and implications of the theories are far-reaching, but still, I’m getting to write and having a great time doing it.

I think some of my posts are better than others, but writing is always an exciting ride. It’s slugging up the roller coaster, then it’s a thrilling, shocking drop and whip around a corner. And just when I think I can breathe again… nope. Can’t. Here comes another crazy turn or corkscrew or giant rise and fall. This is the reason a writer’s desk chair should have restraining bars, because sometimes a writer will go weightless and have to scream for joy and with just a touch of fear.

Check your own writing, or any writing, or URL at: The Readability Test Tool.

How this blog measures up, readability-wise...

Google me: Can I get a witness?

19 Jun

I was wondering if my other blog showed up when someone might Google me. Under “images,” these are the ones that popped up.

When you Google me--this is what you get.

I’m the one in the middle. NOT my favorite photo by any measure, the smile doesn’t seem as genuine as I like, and I have on the dark corporate blazer thing–no accessories at all. My eyes look beady and criminal. Dull. No wait, I don’t look so very bad with shifty beady eyes–or at least, it could be a lot worse. Interesting grouping, though, don’t you think?

I cannot understand how such an arrangement could happen. But then I watched this talk at Ted.com recommended to me by my friend Trish–the talk is by Eli Pariser: “Beware Online ‘Filter Bubbles.'”

"Beware Filter Bubbles" from Eli Pariser

You must watch this talk about invisible editing of the web to filter information that is tailored to your search result. Google and Facebook personalization… different people get different things, so the internet believed the people I was linked with are these folks in this particular filter bubble. Kinky.

Good lesson on how we request and share information from or of the interweb/cybersphere and beyond–it’s a question of convenience, perhaps, but whose convenience? Transparency is the thing  we need to help us learn and grow from the experiences of many.

Rhetorical savvy isn’t just about what we are creating on line for our readers, for ourselves, it’s also about what the life of the text (or image) takes on after it leaves us and lands in the hands of strangers. Or how it takes flight. Watch something with rhetorical velocity take off.

Then, duck.

Daffy Duck (free for personal use)

 

War and WAC: When I was a senior in college

17 Jun

For a modern American drama class I had to take my senior year (and this is SO not my area, and I SO did not want to take this class–AT ALL), I created a semester-long course that paired music that was written to support war efforts from WWI and WWII, then took a harsher turn in the 1950s and 1960s to protest war. I based my work on my grandmother singing me songs she grew up with as a teenager during The Great War and what my mother sang to me from WWII when she was a teenager and what I listened to growing up. And I linked in MGM and RKO musicals set in war locales from both the big wars, and I ended up with something about Hair.

Original poster for *Hair*

I set up a series of “reading” assignments based on listening to various songs and and watching various films and reading some plays about war (linking to the drama thing)–and threw in some scholarly essays as well. I also suggested students in my “class” would want to interview people who had been alive at various points to chronicle something personal; oral histories always rock. The culminating project was a lesson students had to “teach” the rest of the class about a particular songwriter or film director and suggest an alternative time/setting for the original work (Anchors Aweigh set in Ancient Greece, or On the Town set in Medieval London–see what I mean?) and why that time/setting was apropos. There was an insane amount of writing and high high high expectations for engagement. (I know you’re not shocked.) It was based on the idea that to learn something, one has to write about it a lot: thinking, conversing, thinking, revising, and so forth.

Poster for *On the Town* (1949 film of the eariler musical)

I am sure now it was utterly brilliant work (I wish) but TOTALLY UNTEACHABLE.

What I haven’t mentioned thus far is this: I was working in the Financial Aid office of the university about 20 hours a week, doing bookkeeping for a grocery store down the street three nights a week, and taking 17 credit hours of all English classes with the world’s nicest and craziest English profs who all believed their classes were the most important and that I had to devote every single moment of free time to my work for them.

I didn’t always juggle very well, but juggle I did. Stressed out, I was. (Channeling Yoda a bit there.) And occasionally, I’d take an all-day lunch.

I’d never really taught before and had no idea what I was doing for this particular project, but I knew this: the class I created was a class I would have taken and loved. I just had fun with it.

And I can see I was leaning towards WAC even then–so much writing and writing across curriculum, too. What a fun class that would have been. I don’t remember a lot of work I did as an undergrad, and certainly not from that semester (because I was six feet under at the end of that term), but I do remember this project, because: 1) I love musicals; 2) I love history; 3) I love oddball off-the-wall things; 4) I love music; 5) I love dancing; 6) I loved my mother and grandmother; 7) I grew up very aware of war and what it can do (I am a Vietnam era child).

I also knew this: the professor for that class hated these things: 1) musicals; 2) historical/biographical/non-Marxist/non-feminist approaches to literature (she was a Marxist/feminist); 3) humor in any form; 4) dancing. Once she even said something very like this: “I abhor musicals–they are an abomination and a taint on the good name of American dramatic theatre.” I could have chosen to do a regular academic paper, but she said we could opt for something else, including creating a class on whatever about 20th century American drama might move us–AHA. She had me at “whatever.” I still remember the look on her face when I said what I wanted to do–it was that look people get when they whiff a cheese that smells like feet. I thought: “well, what’s one bad grade out of 17 credit hours? I can take it.” I even remember recalculating my overall GPA to see what would happen if I got a B, C, or D in that class.

I got an A on the project (and in the class)–probably because it was 30 pages long, and after page 25, the prof just caved in to get out of it with her mind intact. Sometimes you just have to wear down the opponent.

So I did what I loved, had no real idea what I was doing, hit for the fences, and prayed… and it was so much fun. I enjoyed doing it, though I was exhausted afterwards. I kid you not–I was so sick during final exams–fever, chills, hacking, achy. Ah well, I hardly remember that awful part. I totally remember the joy I felt making this War/Musical/Music course-thing happen. Though I’d never teach that class, I learned so much from doing it, and still remember what I did.

I often wonder if what I learned from that work inspired me to want to teach, though I wouldn’t teach for another five years after that. It certainly helped me rethink how I wanted to learn, and certainly, that had to have an impact on how I wanted my students to learn when I finally did start teaching.

“Follow your bliss,” Joseph Campbell said; and I say, “If you follow your bliss; bliss will follow you.” Sort of like a stalker maybe, but still, bliss is bliss.

One mega-great class

16 Jun

One mega-great class

makes me want to write until

I keel over.